Day 10′s post did something to me.  Here I am thinking I have something to share with you on forgiveness, and in the middle of my teaching God stopped me dead in my tracks. I’m living, I’m breathing, I have a heart full of forgiveness and Lord knows I’ve learned many lessons in patience and faith over the last two years.  I am so very grateful that my feet are off the ground.

What I didn’t tell you is that two years ago my husband and I separated and I packed my then 16 month old son and myself up and moved back home to New Mexico – creating a 2,000 mile distance and void between my husband and my son.

Life hasn’t been all peachy keen.  I’ve been fighting to forgive. Fighting to get free.  But I have to be totally transparent – the closer I get to God the more this idea of divorce grieves me.  I know divorce grieves God and so I am grieving right now.

So I truly believe God has stopped me right in my tracks.  I pray you can forgive me.  I pray that the first 10 days were a major blessing to you.  God has some more work to do on me in this season – and I can’t miss it.  So I will be back at a later date and time to share more on forgiveness. At this time – I must be still and listen.

I forgive,